我讨厌！

我讨厌突然的想念，
我讨厌突然的伤心，
我讨厌突然的心痛，
我讨厌突然的冷淡，
我讨厌突然的虚伪，
我讨厌突然的乱想，
我讨厌突然的掉泪。
我讨厌突然的突然。

我怎么了？
怀疑自己了吗？
怀疑在继续的能力了吗？
曾经拥有的能够保留到永久吗？
是因为害怕失去的理由吗？
我怎么了？

心突然的痛，
泪突然的流。

I hate missing you

I hate Missing you, my dear~
I long to hold you close to me..i felt warmth and comfort when am lie down in your arms,
sit down and talk. My heart melt when your touch my face,
my passion flows when your lips on my lips~
I love you,
I love your sweetness,
I love your Kindness,
I love your thoughtfulness,
I love your tenderness.
I love snuggle and cuddle with you,
I love and you make me feel loved and appreciated.
My heart are just overflowing,
I want nothing more than to be close to you.
I Long for you~ and never let go~
Love you,
Sweetheart.

Happy New Year 2011/1/1

Happy new year my family and friend...all the best in 2011 ya ^^

( Thank God )

I just want to thank you for all the support, love, and care. Though I've been through a lot of pain and sacrifices in loving you, it doesn't matter for me; I love you very much and I really mean it. I know it's difficult for you to decide, but whatever the outcome of our relationship is, I just want you to know that I've never regretted any moment of our relationship and I will cherished the good and bad memories of what we had together.

I just want to say sorry if I hurt your feelings ... I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you for the rest of my life.

Thanks for everything and take care always!

Dear Hubby ^^

Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my Prince Charming was there when you first said hello to me. I didn't have to think twice when you asked me to be your wife. I knew that you were Mr. Perfect. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.

Thank you honey for everything. I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

对不起~亲爱的

对不起，看来我又伤害了你=( 是吗？有很深吗？你笑着笑对我说：“It's Okay^^” 宝贝，真的没关系吗？那么，请问你还有多余的力气在继续爱着我吗？我错了，这下我真的错了。你说，这是你这一辈子第一次看见自己的女朋友在你的眼前，就这样的上了别的男生的车子。对，我伤透了你的心，宝贝。当天晚上，我们感觉怪怪的，气氛冰冷，让我感到格外的痛苦， 我祈求你的原谅。我发了短讯给你，认错了。你说你原谅了我，原谅？其实我应该感到高兴的，因为被原谅了。可是，很奇怪，当下的我却觉得你好冷莫，我的眼泪不停的往下滴....你不爱我了吗？开始的胡思乱想了。我真的害怕。这几晚，那么平静的夜晚，被眼泪敲碎的平静夜晚，眼泪流的很突然，眼泪划伤了我的眼角，疼痛，但比不过心里的痛。我比我想象中的爱哭。时间的流逝，眼泪好像也流完了，事情好像也过了。我们也想以往的甜蜜。当时，我向上天祈祷，我希望主可以赐我力量，好让我有体力关心你，照顾你，和继续的爱着你。但你却说：“这么了？难道老婆不能在老公身边了吗？”
亲爱的，不是那样的。我不想死在我们爱情的途中，我害怕我崩溃倒下的那一刻，所以我请求主赐我力量。爱一个人不时你情我愿就可以开开心心的在一起的，需要很大的力气，勇敢维持才会有一段幸福的爱情故事的。真的，没有想象中的简单，但也不必那么的复杂。左右为难，矛盾！
人们说 “不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有” 当彼此放手爱了，恋人往往都不怎么赞同了，因为想永远的拥有彼此。也许吧，因为我想在业不怎么赞同的呢^^ 小小的贪心也能增进恋人的满足感，适可而止吧。

I love Maldives

一人一岛一屋的Maldives Resort

懒懒的躺在懒床上