只想[一个人] ^^

Thursday, December 30, 2010

( Thank God )

I just want to thank you for all the support, love, and care. Though I've been through a lot of pain and sacrifices in loving you, it doesn't matter for me; I love you very much and I really mean it. I know it's difficult for you to decide, but whatever the outcome of our relationship is, I just want you to know that I've never regretted any moment of our relationship and I will cherished the good and bad memories of what we had together.

I just want to say sorry if I hurt your feelings ... I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you for the rest of my life.

Thanks for everything and take care always!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Dear Hubby ^^

Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my Prince Charming was there when you first said hello to me. I didn't have to think twice when you asked me to be your wife. I knew that you were Mr. Perfect. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.

Thank you honey for everything. I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

对不起~亲爱的

对不起,看来我又伤害了你=( 是吗?有很深吗?你笑着笑对我说:“It's Okay^^” 宝贝,真的没关系吗?那么,请问你还有多余的力气在继续爱着我吗?我错了,这下我真的错了。你说,这是你这一辈子第一次看见自己的女朋友在你的眼前,就这样的上了别的男生的车子。对,我伤透了你的心,宝贝。当天晚上,我们感觉怪怪的,气氛冰冷,让我感到格外的痛苦, 我祈求你的原谅。我发了短讯给你,认错了。你说你原谅了我,原谅?其实我应该感到高兴的,因为被原谅了。可是,很奇怪,当下的我却觉得你好冷莫,我的眼泪不停的往下滴....你不爱我了吗?开始的胡思乱想了。我真的害怕。这几晚,那么平静的夜晚,被眼泪敲碎的平静夜晚,眼泪流的很突然,眼泪划伤了我的眼角,疼痛,但比不过心里的痛。我比我想象中的爱哭。时间的流逝,眼泪好像也流完了,事情好像也过了。我们也想以往的甜蜜。当时,我向上天祈祷,我希望主可以赐我力量,好让我有体力关心你,照顾你,和继续的爱着你。但你却说:“这么了?难道老婆不能在老公身边了吗?”
亲爱的,不是那样的。我不想死在我们爱情的途中,我害怕我崩溃倒下的那一刻,所以我请求主赐我力量。爱一个人不时你情我愿就可以开开心心的在一起的,需要很大的力气,勇敢维持才会有一段幸福的爱情故事的。真的,没有想象中的简单,但也不必那么的复杂。左右为难,矛盾!
人们说 “不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有” 当彼此放手爱了,恋人往往都不怎么赞同了,因为想永远的拥有彼此。也许吧,因为我想在业不怎么赞同的呢^^ 小小的贪心也能增进恋人的满足感,适可而止吧。

Saturday, December 4, 2010