I ♥ YOU: God knows how I care and love someone.

I’d be the craziest girlfriend ever. I know that’s wrong at some point. I just don’t believe that loving is a two way process. I always thought of it as simply GIVING and not expecting anything in return. Because that’s where pain kicks in when you expect and you didn’t get what you expect. Why…

I Can't forgive myself, I die inside every times I think about it. But I never regret that having you in you life, you're the one I love most, Maybe in your life I'm not the only one love you most..I am done believed with you my dear. I want you be happy like before, before you never met me, Before I never fall in love with you...I love and still love you. I Use to pray and wish, I appreciated your love and care, It's really work for me. I change my mind so much, I change my attitude so much, I stop the thing you dislike. You help me, you save me. I love you. I still darling..but things goes wrong right now.You said you're waiting me, I hope the day you come and pick me, Is from you all heart and not make those things happen again. I can't stand for it anymore. if we really means together forever, god will give us a chance and i will forgive you and accept you again.

If you’re going to love me, love only me. If you decide to break my heart, break it all. If you’re going to hug me, hug me like you mean it. If you’re going to care for me, care for me all the time. If you decide not to hold me, let me fall. If you’re going to stay, stay forever. If you’re going to leave, leave now. If you’re going to change, change for the better. And if we’re going to talk, please mean what you say.

Everything got Limit.

At some point you will realize
that you have done too much
for someone or something,
that the only next possible step to do is to stop.
Leave them alone. Walk away.
It’s not like you’re giving up,
and it’s not like you shouldn’t try.
It’s just that you have to draw the line
of determination from desperation.
What is truly yours would eventually be yours,
and what is not, no matter how hard you try,
will never be.”

burning promises.

You told me you loved me
I told you I loved you too
You said together we'd always be
I said I would be true

You promised you would hold me
You promised you'd be there
I promised I'd cross the stormy sea
To give you my loving care

But you never kept your promise
You aren't the way you used to be
You just gave up on us
And you just gave up on me

How You appreciate it ?

How to appreciate the chance i gave you? I have gave you so many chances, but why but why you keep broke it, by all your lies. My dear, You spoke so much lies, Even i know but i Gave the other chance again, Sorry to say that, You lost it over and over again.
I really dint mind about your past, I know everyone got past, I do really accept what has happen on your past, cause i know that If really means love we can accept all the things. But my dear, I was hope all of the lies is past, But it's not., Is now...now you still...Your love turn into two...that's all i cant accept...I try to explain with me...i try hard to forgive about it...But i just can't...you tell me that's how much you want me, how much you need me and love me...i know all this...i can felt your love, you gave me everything. my dear, things goes wrong, you should wake...or we should wake...You said you din't means want together with her...you said you just try to help her not to relaying people when things happen...is it called HELP? by using those "i love you" 'I miss you"?? even she saw us eat you also need to explain so much to her, cause you love her...you scare she hurt and you scare she misunderstanding u and me...it's so fucking terrible, you hurt two person who love you most at the same time...You said you care her does means wan her? But my dear, you did...you're asking back her love...how much you need her, how much you love her..i know all of this...i do really hurt when i know all the TRUTH! cause of this, i cried all of my holidays. two weeks. even we met up, i try to forget about it and spend my time with you and make you feel happy, i do really happy. I still very love you, but what can i do? I gave so many chance...i'm totally done my things, I believed you, but you lie. I loved you and cared you, but you dint appreciated it... i don't whether we really means forever or not, i dont wan to care much now..if we really means forever, God will take this chance again. when you know the chance is came for you, please take it and appreciated it my dear...i'm not long for you to hurt,but love with your all heart. I love you. my third insomnia days .

My lover.

I Can't forgive myself, I die inside every times I think about it. But I never regret that having you in you life, you're the one I love most, Maybe in your life i'm not the only one love you most..I am done believed with you my dear. I want you be happy like before, before you never met me, Before I never fall in love with you...I love and still love you. I Use to pray and wish, I appreciated your love and care, It's really work for me. I change my mind so much, I change my attitude so much, I stop the thing you dislike. You help me, you save me. I love you. I still darling..but things goes wrong right now.You said you're waiting me, I hope the day you come and pick me, Is from you all heart and not make those things happen again. I can't stand for it anymore. if we really means together forever, god will give us a chance and meet up again.

My Love.

Today.

Happy half year anniversary to us. Does matter i'm still here for you, care and love you till the end of world. I love You my dear~