You means something to me

"You mean more to me then you will ever know or that I can ever say. You mean everything to me and I can honestly say I’m truly happy with you, Everyday I wake up knowing I have the most amazing one and I trust you with my heart no matter whats happens. I know people say “forever” is over rated, but you are really special to me and I want you to be my forever and always. Every night I would imagine meeting you that could complete the other half of me and now that I have met you I hope you never let go of me. No matter how many fights we get in please know that I’ll always be there for you through the bad and the good times, I know we will persevere through the distance because our love remains strong in the heart and mind. I love the way you are able to make me smile, I love how you make me laugh, I love the butterflies I get in my stomach when we have our late night phone calls, to simply put it I love everything about you because you prove me true love. To be honest I’d do anything and everything just to see you happy and I know that you have been hurt before, But I want to be the one that takes your heart and keeps it safe, the one who proves to you that I’m different, the one that shows you my love is true, to simply put it the one who keep trying to protects our relationship and loves you. I don’t ask for much, all I ask is that you please stay in my life because you are the only one who can make me feel the way I do and the honestly the only one who has my heart. ---*Even though we're now living different way, different life, But Its wouldn't tear us apart, Even though we broke up, I still missing you and loving you. dont say me stupid, i blamed myself sometimes but this is what i truly feel inside, with my love.*

What a old place

Hello to my old "friend" named "Blogger" heehee...long time don't post my blog le...This few month I been through lot of thing, Broke up with Him and starting my new life, Without him, I learn to stay strong, learn to face all the loneliness, meet tears every night and insomnia, But now Hmm =) I'm feeling better, Thanks for my Lovely friend cheer me without any question..June, Teo, my sweethear (cousin) and also my mother, Thanks for helping me get through it. This is what we called life, People come and goes, and I never stop believing the day we meet up again, maybe someday. The day we knowing each other and more mature. sorry for giving you so much inconvenient and hurt and also lie, Lie you I never hate you. actually I do, That's the reason for me to be stronger and be a little bit smarter. You said you will wait the day we meet up, and sorry that, I dont expect high, cause I scare get hurt again, just like before. I get lot of hurt and you know it too. If one day, I leave here, I leave this place, Dont search for me, dont blame me leave without saying good-bye, it not means I cant wait and no love you, of cause I still, but I got to go my own way. I will not say goodbye to you, cause you'll always stay in my heart.. or maybe the day we meet up , is the day you invite me to go to your wedding with the girl went through everything with you =)
sorry that, i'm not perfect enough and prove love weak but I never regret that having you in my life even though its only a short period =)
Jy, You still the best for me, and thanks a lot, you must live happily cause I want you happy. Maybe In future life, our Love may fade, but dear you, our memories never change.
May God bless Us, In a different way different place.
if meant it, we'll find our own way to love each other.

*Read my Tumblr (the blog you never know, and the page about you and me) If I one day I disappear , You'll know everything inside there.*