How to appreciate the chance i gave you? I have gave you so many chances, but why but why you keep broke it, by all your lies. My dear, You spoke so much lies, Even i know but i Gave the other chance again, Sorry to say that, You lost it over and over again.
I really dint mind about your past, I know everyone got past, I do really accept what has happen on your past, cause i know that If really means love we can accept all the things. But my dear, I was hope all of the lies is past, But it's not., Is now...now you still...Your love turn into two...that's all i cant accept...I try to explain with me...i try hard to forgive about it...But i just can't...you tell me that's how much you want me, how much you need me and love me...i know all this...i can felt your love, you gave me everything. my dear, things goes wrong, you should wake...or we should wake...You said you din't means want together with her...you said you just try to help her not to relaying people when things happen...is it called HELP? by using those "i love you" 'I miss you"?? even she saw us eat you also need to explain so much to her, cause you love her...you scare she hurt and you scare she misunderstanding u and me...it's so fucking terrible, you hurt two person who love you most at the same time...You said you care her does means wan her? But my dear, you did...you're asking back her love...how much you need her, how much you love her..i know all of this...i do really hurt when i know all the TRUTH! cause of this, i cried all of my holidays. two weeks. even we met up, i try to forget about it and spend my time with you and make you feel happy, i do really happy. I still very love you, but what can i do? I gave so many chance...i'm totally done my things, I believed you, but you lie. I loved you and cared you, but you dint appreciated it... i don't whether we really means forever or not, i dont wan to care much now..if we really means forever, God will take this chance again. when you know the chance is came for you, please take it and appreciated it my dear...i'm not long for you to hurt,but love with your all heart. I love you. my third insomnia days .
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