Happy New Year 2011/1/1

Happy new year my family and friend...all the best in 2011 ya ^^

( Thank God )

I just want to thank you for all the support, love, and care. Though I've been through a lot of pain and sacrifices in loving you, it doesn't matter for me; I love you very much and I really mean it. I know it's difficult for you to decide, but whatever the outcome of our relationship is, I just want you to know that I've never regretted any moment of our relationship and I will cherished the good and bad memories of what we had together.

I just want to say sorry if I hurt your feelings ... I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you for the rest of my life.

Thanks for everything and take care always!

Dear Hubby ^^

Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my Prince Charming was there when you first said hello to me. I didn't have to think twice when you asked me to be your wife. I knew that you were Mr. Perfect. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.

Thank you honey for everything. I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

对不起~亲爱的

对不起，看来我又伤害了你=( 是吗？有很深吗？你笑着笑对我说：“It's Okay^^” 宝贝，真的没关系吗？那么，请问你还有多余的力气在继续爱着我吗？我错了，这下我真的错了。你说，这是你这一辈子第一次看见自己的女朋友在你的眼前，就这样的上了别的男生的车子。对，我伤透了你的心，宝贝。当天晚上，我们感觉怪怪的，气氛冰冷，让我感到格外的痛苦， 我祈求你的原谅。我发了短讯给你，认错了。你说你原谅了我，原谅？其实我应该感到高兴的，因为被原谅了。可是，很奇怪，当下的我却觉得你好冷莫，我的眼泪不停的往下滴....你不爱我了吗？开始的胡思乱想了。我真的害怕。这几晚，那么平静的夜晚，被眼泪敲碎的平静夜晚，眼泪流的很突然，眼泪划伤了我的眼角，疼痛，但比不过心里的痛。我比我想象中的爱哭。时间的流逝，眼泪好像也流完了，事情好像也过了。我们也想以往的甜蜜。当时，我向上天祈祷，我希望主可以赐我力量，好让我有体力关心你，照顾你，和继续的爱着你。但你却说：“这么了？难道老婆不能在老公身边了吗？”
亲爱的，不是那样的。我不想死在我们爱情的途中，我害怕我崩溃倒下的那一刻，所以我请求主赐我力量。爱一个人不时你情我愿就可以开开心心的在一起的，需要很大的力气，勇敢维持才会有一段幸福的爱情故事的。真的，没有想象中的简单，但也不必那么的复杂。左右为难，矛盾！
人们说 “不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有” 当彼此放手爱了，恋人往往都不怎么赞同了，因为想永远的拥有彼此。也许吧，因为我想在业不怎么赞同的呢^^ 小小的贪心也能增进恋人的满足感，适可而止吧。

I love Maldives

一人一岛一屋的Maldives Resort

懒懒的躺在懒床上

我害怕了~

我最近这么了?总是心事重重的,心情时落时朝的..开始在怀疑自己的限度了...
到底怎么了?我想,我开始担心了..一个我从来都不在乎的事情, 我担心,我害怕了...
逼自己不要想那么多,但脑袋里总是想起,那些让我心碎的人事物.
是我想太多,还是蒙在鼓里?
我害怕压抑不了这些所带来的压力.
因为害怕失去,天天欺骗自己那些只不过时假象....无法想象我失去的那一天....
试着,不让自己在投入剩余的感情, 偶尔投入一些些的感情,那么等到失去的那一天就不会那么的痛了...压抑对所有的感觉是如此的心疼啊...但没人想要伤痕累累!

我累了吗？

也许，我，
真的感觉有点儿疲累了=(
没人能真正的明白疲累，
给身子带来极大的压力，
不能被分享的压力。
啊~ 我累了。
我真的累了，无话可说了。
但放弃从未浮现在 脑里，
因为一旦付出了，就要经全力的付出到底。
我明白，真的明白。
让我歇一歇，可以吗？
如过真的累垮了，我也只会倒在原地
不让任何人把我移动。
如果，发现我不见了踪影，
请回头看看，找找我啊！
我并不会因为害怕，疲累而离开的。
再说，我已经精疲力尽了。