Time flies

time flies, is end of the year, x'mas is around the corner and new year, 2012 i just cant wait to challenge with it..gonna be a busy new year for me and also "HIM" erm...great to hear that, i'm fine, everything still the same, but my heart getting mature cause this year i realy been through so much thing, happy unhappy, sweet bitter or what...all this make me be a better person...and i still pray every night i hope that i got enough energy to trust him, so that i can hold it without doubtful again. i gonna setting up everything, i can't act like before, i dont want all that happen again, and of cause i believe with him but myself, i gonna change my mind....so that i can live more better..